July 2011
I've been feeling a little like this...
“They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me. Young love murder that is what this must be.” “The life is fading from me while you watch my heart bleed. Young love murder that is what this must be.”
-Kesha (The Harold Song) probably one of the best of hers. I’m really starting to respect as an artist now. Not singing about drugs and alcohol anymore....
Dream Journal Entry #13
So it began when I was playing soccer with my cousin Anna’s friends. Long story short one of them was a total bitch and eventually I quit. I guess a little birdie got out that I was upset, so Sam, Shane, and Danny took me to a haunted house. And this house was both legit, and all fake at the same time. It had stuff where they made it look haunted, and then there was stuff that was happening...
When you're with your best friend
nikkipelaske:
When a really hot guy walks in the room:
Dancing:
At a concert:
When hearing good news:
when something epic happens:
when you haven’t seen each other in ages:
“rough-housing”:
when the other’s hurt:
on the phone together:
watching sad movies together:
partying together:
reblog if you love your best friend and would do anything for them <3
Boys.
So annoyed with almost every single one of them… They yell at you when you’re two feet away from them. They yell at each other. They argue with everyone. And they’re just plain annoying. Rememeber, I didn’t say all guys were like this. I’m only happy with the ones that are currently my true friends at the moment. I’m even annoyed with my kinda friends. Just, a...
Ugh.
I’m done. Or maybe I’m not. I’m just so pissed off right now. I mean, I know I can’t control whatever he’s going through right now, but I wish I could help him think straight. He. Needs. Help. That’s all I have to say.
The person I reblogged this from is beautiful.
Dream Journal Entry #12
Shane and I got back together in a relationship and we watched the midnight showing of the last Harry Potter movie together. That’s literally all I can recall from that dream.
I don’t really know what this means, but I’m hoping the dream meaning thing is right. This may sound weird, but I wouldn’t mind getting back in a relationship with him. Maybe we can work out whatever...
Dream Journal Entry #11
I threw a party with only a few close friends, and Shane. Except this dream, we weren’t talking yet. He was even being kind of a jerk. I was building a puzzle and he shoved it on the ground. Anyways, all of a sudden it turned into a huge party and even people I used to be friends with were there. We all decided to go see a movie, that we were already late for but whatever. We were walking...
I Realized Something...
…last night. How much I dislike my mom sometimes and how much I really miss Shane. In my family I feel like I’m the only one that’s ever being attacked. There’s even times when I don’t even do anything, or Tim does it and I get blamed. I’m always the last straw with people’s anger. Especially my mom’s. My mom has called me a selfish bitch on many...
Dream Journal Entry #10
I was in a video game with band people at first, and we had to make it through levels by reaching this small object, which I can’t remember what it was, but Mary and I were always the ones who found it. Some where through the thing though Shane wanted to talk to me about something important, but I never got to here what it was because the next level started. By about half way through I run...
Dream Journal Entry #9
I had a dream that the world was ending, and to stay alive, the band took a trip to New York. We ended up getting to know each other really well. But a building fell on top of the bus we were in and we all died and that’s how I woke up.
It means I’m under a tremendous amount of stress and I may be feeling vulnerable or helpless in some situation. So true…….
